Matt and I have made it a month. Not too special I suppose, other then we both got in trouble on the 23rd for messing around in my bed. My parents have pretty much lost all their trust in me.. we weren't doing anything too bad. Just.. my hand was down his pants, and his lips were on my neck. Haha. My parents hate us. 

Other than not being allowed alone in my room with Matt, finals have come and gone. We start new classes on Monday. I've got Physics, English 11, Lifetime Wellness and Biology. Im not really looking forward to Physics. I've got Britty and Stephanie in my English class. Nicole is in my Lifetime Wellness class, and I've got my cousin Ashley in my Bio class. Should be good, once I make it past first block.  :D

I cut my hair. Just trimmed it. But I really need to start thinking about re-dying my hair; my roots are coming through. Lol. Im starting to look dirrty.

Sunday night, after Matt left about 9:30pm, mom and I sat up talking. She wanted to let me know that she didn't want to see Matt come in between my future plans. I told her he wasn't. She sighed and said, "Ashley. I know boys.. I know what they do to you and your goals" and frowned. I could just hear what she was thinking. My mom was gunna travel the world. She wanted to be a flight attendant and she even went to school for it. But she came home for Christmas, and my dad gave her a ring. All her dreams went out the window, and I was born a year later. So anyways.. after awhile, she was telling me that Matt an I had to calm down, and to not think about sex just yet. I mean, obviously.. we've only been datin' barely a month. But anyways, she said that's another way guys will ruin a girl's future. I was like, uhm.. yeah mom. i know. blahblahblah. Then she asks me about my college plans. Where I wanna go.. im like "Mom, I've told you since day one I wanna go to New Haven University. It's my dream school.." I'd give away a boob for acceptance into that school. She goes, "well. You know your dad and I want the best for you. we want you to follow your dreams.. we just think you need to look at other college's. New Haven is too expensive Ashley. Why not look into a local college?" ..I sat there an looked at her for a good minute or two. A local college? You're joking right. New Haven was my getaway out of Beloit. Why in the hell would I want to look at a college close to here? No. I want New Haven. If I cant go there, I dont even wanna go to dumb college..

Here it goes; the awkward, random.. "about me" begining post. Well, I think they're dumb, so im not going to go all out for it. Here's the basics - 

my name is ashley. sometimes i go by viggie.
im 16yrs old, turning 17 on St. Patrick's Day. 
iv'e got a boyfriend whom i've only been dating since Christmas eve, and we're madly in love.
he turned 19 on September 3rd, leavin' it to look like we're 3yrs apart.
im a junior at the local high school.
i hate the small town i live in.
the only thing teenagers got to do around here, is goin' to a bowling ally or the movies. both which are EXPENSIVE!
no one who is anyone hangs at the bowling ally,
and the theater is being shut down for drugs.
i yearn to get out and into a bigger city.
i want to go to New Haven University for college.
my best friend just happens to be black
an she's dating my cousin.

we're pretty much camera whores.
Myspace ruined our lives.
I used to be in love with GreatestJournal [_heartdisco]
but it slowely died. 
I LOVE makin' new friends..
i try to get on every day.


that's all for now I suppose.
so if you've got more questions ask away.
and feel free to add me.

peace nukkas,
ashley.